Full of sorry

I'm so sad now.

I make you really disappointed.
Sorry i can't see ur smile of my gladness
I can't make you proud of me

I always challenge.
Always do the best
Always fighting spirit
but now i'm really less optimistic for make you proud of me

When i can make you smile,happy, and glad?
I'm really want to see all in your face
Nothing can i do again for you
i'm really underestimate my self

I need you to support me
but i make you tired because of me
make you sick of me
I want see you ur smile because of me

 I hope i can make you that...
I hope my wish is gruanted.
Sorry for now i can't make you proud of me
Sorry for all...
Sorry, usually angry with you and don't hear you
Sorry for anything
But you must know i'm really loveyou:)